No more nursing

Well I resigned yesterday from my job..........Oh my goodness. This is really happening. I cried. It was really sad to tell my boss of 4 years that I am looking not to work there any more. She told me that she didn't want me to leave and that there is an option of moving to 10% (which is 2 12 hour shifts a month). I could do that but the pay would be much less than if I went supplimental staffing. Either way I get no benefits. I have alot of praying to do. I am siked because this sunday a bunch of us that are planning to go into business are getting together to pray. I love that...we have very similar visions and are in need of Gods direction. So anyway, I will cease to be a CT-ICU open heart critical care nurse come end of July. Scary...it's what I know and am good at. Openning a coffeehouse? Don't know and have no idea if I am good at it. Faith is hard, I feel like I am free falling! What a rush! :-)